with everything that's been going on in our nation lately, I can't help but wonder how it will all turn out.

there are so many issues that I feel are being overlooked.unaddressed, at times it can be overwhelming.

it's been a while since I shared anything that intimate, and to be honest, I'm not really sure why.
part of me has been keeping quiet because the thought of what others think about me, my life, my blog etc. has started to creep in more than I'm used to. For the first time in a long time, I started to let others opinions of shit that has nothing to with them, have an affect on me.

the whole reason I started this was to get away, from school, from work, from others opinions, and sometimes from myself - the self that I feel like I have to "put on" for others.

I vowed that this was the year that I come into my own. Sink or swim, fight or flight, do or don't.
This is the year that I start embracing the bests and the worsts, trying new things, saying yes and saying no - more.

Spending time with those that actually fucking matter, and less of it with those that only appear to.

Life is forever fleeting, and there truly is no need to waste even a second if it's not on something truly spectacular.

So this post is to more about THIS and less about that.